Mother's Day ruined...there is a shock!

Well, my husband found a way to ruin mothers day, which really is no surprise! I swear he finds a way to screw up everything. All I wanted this year was a night out to dinner and a 3D/4D ultrasound of the little man that we are expecting in July. I told him this weeks ago and of course he would wait untilTODAY to try and get an appointment. Well, they are booked, and who would expect any different? I know it sounds silly but he works 70 hours a week and I am home with 3 kids all week. I am a full time student and worked my ass off this year to get straight A's. The place is open during the week but my husband works until 8 at night so we would never be able to make it before they close. With the summer coming all of our other weekends are booked for the next few weeks so if I DO go it won't be for weeks. I mean I don't ask for much and the one thing that I want is apparently to complex for him. He his a constant disappointment. I know that I am pregnant and hormonal but this is really what I wanted and it wasn't that hard to set up and I couldn't even count on him for that. All I really wanted was 1 weekend that I could relax, unwind and do something that I really wanted to do but that can't happen to me. I am so upset.

Hello....

Well I never thought that I would be a "blogger" but the way that my life has been lately this seemed like a good way to vent. Hell it is the modern day diary! I swear sometimes I feel like my life is so far out of my control and I have no way of spinning it back. I have this stupid habit of overloading myself to the point where I have so much to do I feel like I am on the verge of a psychiatric breakdown. There is so much that I want to do in this world I can't seem to figure out how to spread it out into a doable list. I just take on the world and think later. Being a mother of 4, a full time student and having a husband that works 70 hours a week I fell like it is me against the world sometimes. I sort of feel like a crappy wife because I tend to discredit what he does. I completely get that he works his ass off but everyone arounds us seems to think that I have it easy. How on earth is raising 3 children, being 7 months pregnant, taking care of the house and keeping straight A's easy? If someone has any idea, please feel free to let me know! I hate to say it though with all that I have taken on I can see things really starting to suffer. My relationship with my husband is nothing more than roommates that argue all the time.